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2017 was the worst year of my life

by And/Or Records

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1.
F# B (although on guitar it's probz E A capo 2) i got a headache but i'm glad that i stayed up late i think i love you from all the way across the state i think i know you, i love the scar across your face okay i believe a kiss could make good change i stayed up drinking with fm singing bout their hannah dear but it was you that i was thinking of as i played in that rickety chair that beer called becks it reminds me of a haiku i wrote & it goes: my beverage of choice clearly resembles the face of powerful love you are the face of a powerful love
2.
Bobby’s just a friend of mine He’s on his back I’m on his mind He wakes me when he goes to work His hands are cold His breath is smoke I’d leave him for you If you want me to Do you forget when we first met You grabbed my hand I tore your dress I felt things I cannot express But I lost my way I made my mess I’d clean it for you If you want me to But I know what you’re doing I know what you’re doing I know you I know you I do I do I tell you what I paint pictures of my heart The colors blue and purple start To bleed into an endless dark It’s only you it’s only you I’d burn them for you If you want me to But I know what you’re doing I know what you’re doing I know you I know you I do I do I tell you what
3.
Anonymous came to catch us pinning our necks down We uprooted the ancillary wiring downtown So we could say hello, hello, hello, hello We tracked the signal to noise Controlling every electron Don't turn the bolt in the door The heating element's left on You're nice to me Who are you? And we fell asleep reading Crimethinc And awoke in a crime scene Hello, hello, hello, hello Hello, hello, hello, hello I put my face on the desk into the sweater she slept on And though the fabric was soft, it was recently rained on With her atropine How are you? We were guards and we loved it And we scorned the republic To come back from Nebraska Hello, hello, hello, hello Hello, hello, hello Where are you? LOIC LOIC DPRK Hello, hello, hello, hello Hello, hello, hello, hello Goodbye
4.
We walked to the dam behind the art museum you said you made a connection with Auguste Rodin you must’ve been tired from standing so much because you took my hand and we held each other up some time went by before you asked me why was I so distracted, how could I have changed so quickly? the water was pretty, but unclear does the flow come naturally here? 
 everything makes an impression clouds come on, do their drifty thing now it’s starting to rain, the only day we both have off it’s starting to rain if it don’t bother you, then it don’t bother me 
 eddies were breaking on the spillway gates I said “I’m sorry, that’s just how I operate” you always had a supportive attitude I don’t care what you say, I agree with you 
 everything came on quickly is something wrong? no, never now it’s starting to rain on the only day we have it’s starting to rain if it don’t bother you, it don’t bother me 
 carry me in your current, deliver me to your gulf stream if you’d asked me then, I would’ve said we were living the dream believe me, my admiration for you hasn’t died the heaven of us is still daily on my mind 
 everything makes an impression clouds came on, did their thing now it’s starting to clear up on the only day it’s starting to clear up if it don’t bother you, then it don’t bother me if you see my beloved, say what’s up for me
5.
my friends all say that something's changed; it's like the way a poet makes things clear in waves: "you are in love. you are in love. you are in love." this can't be my brain, all healed, unstained. is there lidocaine in there or novocaine? i ask, up-numb-dazed, they calmly say: "you are in love. you are in love. you are in love." but weeks will come when i can't. i'll get sick and crash. 'til now i've never had someone say "let me know when it is time and i'll be around with your reminder: 'you are in love. you are in love. you are in love. you are in love. you are in love. you are in love. you are in love. yeah. yeah.'"
6.
i'm the fucked up kid in school dead in the eyes of the rules i got sent home for throwing up my friends think being sick is cool and my dad beat up my mom because she's an alcoholic but he's an alcoholic too through the looking glass of abuse i want to sleep next to you after school before my mom calls to see when i'm coming home i can finally see where the tether ends mortally coiled around nothingness i'm the fucked up kid in school maybe i'll join the army no one will ever know me truly my rage has silenced a cry for help my mom's dealer put a gun to my head for a laugh, for his friends and in that moment i knew i could kill my mother's prison is herself i want to sleep next to you after school before my mom calls to see when i'm coming home i can finally see where the tether ends mortally coiled around nothingness. you could move a mountain but where would it go? into your bloodstream or somewhere below? you could move a mountain but where would it go? to the center of the earth or somewhere below? you could move a mountain but where would it go? into a moonlit basement or somewhere below? you could move a mountain but where would it go? into the heart of jesus or somewhere below? you could move a mountain but you got to be sure can you move a mountain without getting hurt? the answer is no.

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these are all songs we were obsessed with in 2017. the album title is not an exaggeration. please do not buy this and instead support the artists who actually wrote the songs. recorded to tape and other media live from piano, all on 12/31/17 or thereabouts, at and/or hq.

do not listen to this record if you have perfect pitch. some tape speeds have been altered.

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released January 1, 2018

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